Originally Posted by
hmbatrail
I don’t have a blog because I don’t have enough to say on a regular basis to fill it. In lieu of a blog I am using this thread. You are a captive audience.
Sometimes simple observations seem so pertinent and salient but so easily missed. What do I mean? How can two seemingly completely unrelated topics have so much in common but I fail to see it for so long?
In addition to frame building I have a second life completely unrelated to framebuilding. Some know, most don’t, that I also do some work in the financial field. Specifically, I help not-for-profit institutions implement socially responsible investment programs. Mission-related investing, SRI, ESG, shareholder activism, do good while doing well, etc. It doesn’t take up a huge amount of my time as I work on a consulting basis but I believe it is noble work and I enjoy it. I believe I am helping other make a difference.
On the surface these two activities (framebuilding and investment consulting) have nothing to do with each other. On the surface that is correct. Rarely does a NFP seeking financial advice also want a frame. Rarely does a customer seeking a frame also want me to take a peek at his donor advised fund. But there are commonalities that are so basic and simple yet overlooked. Both are a series of steps, processes, decisions, and living with those decisions. When I build a frame I am doing so to the best of my ability at the time. I believe I make a damn good frame and I am supremely proud of it. I will run it up against anyone. But it is not perfect. I never have and hope I never will build a perfect frame. I do the best I can armed with the knowledge I have at the time.
When putting together an investment portfolio for a NFP I am doing so based on the best information and knowledge I have at the time. I am not omniscient but I am not a fool. Many of these organizations rely almost exclusively on the returns of their investments to keep operations going. If the portfolio rolls over and dies there are direct implications with the community. One less staff worker getting signatures to save a nature preserve. One less scholarship offered to some kid who really needs the money to get to college. One less cot and meal for someone who lost their home. The implications are so fucking daunting it makes you want to cry sometimes. 2008 was a dark time. Everything I believed in was being called into question. Am I doing this the best way I know how? Is it time to try it differently? Is there a better way?
When I build a frame I build on the knowledge gained from the previous frame. And the one before that. And the one before that. And . . . But I would be a liar if there weren’t times when I question what I do. Am I doing it the best way? Is it time to try it differently? Is there a better way? I know the stakes. Someone has invested their time and money and has entrusted me to build them the best bike they have ever owned. He could have gone to a blue million other builders but he chose me. That is responsibility. That is accountability. That is humbling. There is a lot to lose in that proposition. There comes a time when you need to turn off your brain and rely on what got you here. I build the best fucking bike I can armed with the best information I have at the time.
I sleep well at night.
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