I'm taking a new approach.
Instead of slowsuspendedunanimation, i'm going with. "close the door" and bust my ass for cash. AND (this is a huge fuggin conjunction) instead of blowing several hundred bucks on going to the big show, I'll put that money into tooling and parts for pushing my goal into fruition. This is a very very difficult thing to do as I love the BigShow so much, and will be my first absence since 2008 at Portland. That and i've never been to CO. But fuggit, Decisions have to be made and I'd rather go to CO when I can ride it.
Piddling with bikes/parts is getting me nowhere. I'm going to build a fund and budget the hell out of it. Chopping firewood now. Although a quick study in most things...I've taken a sweet long time learning that brokeness = suckness and immobility. and that you can't "ease" into anything.
Thanks to everyone who has been supportive and all the "remote" friends I've made in this field. I'll be there when I get there, but right now I have to get some sort of regular income going. I have to Do all I can Do as Art Williams says.
I'll be fleshing hides today (as they were free and have value tanned) and trying to figger the best use of lots of small antlers accumulated over the years. knife handles i reckon.
Keep after it-whatever it is, because you'll never get it if you quit.
thankfully yours,
wp
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