From time to time I'll notice someone commenting that they're back to cycling after a ____ year hiatus. My current run has been going consistently for a solid 12 years. Growing up I was obsessed with my 10-speed Schwinn (it was light gray and awesome) and BMX. As all my friends got more and more into skateboarding I stayed drawn to the bike. Occasional racing, but mostly doing tricks and throwing myself off of every jump I could find. Sometimes even on the Schwinn, which is why it died a premature death. This carried into high school until I started driving and then most of my free time went to partying. No more bikes.
About a year into college I moved into a house off campus with a bunch of friends. We were far enough away to make walking to class a pain but not far enough away for driving to make sense. Perfect...off I went to the LBS and picked myself up a new BMX (a sweet little GT, for those interested). I rode that thing a ton. I worked on campus, in a building close to most of my classes, so I rarely had to lock it up outside since my boss would let me keep it in our large storage area. I still remember the first time I legitimately bunny hopped onto something after that few year hiatus. What a rush. I kept things going after graduation when I moved to Washington, DC. I didn't get to ride as often, but I still got out on the bike a couple times a week around my neighborhood. Unfortunately I picked up a few bad habits during those years, primarily smoking and a bit of weekend binge drinking. Then I met my first wife. Damn did she like to party. So the bike went to the back of the closet and eventually got sold when we moved in together. No more bikes.
A few years went by, we had gotten married, moved to a bigger place, adopted a couple dogs and a handful of cats, and then the relationship started to get rocky. I knew I needed to start taking better care of myself, which meant quitting smoking, eating real food, and getting active again. I had been an athlete most of my life and just a few years of too much beer and a lot of junk food turned me into the definition of skinny fat. Coming home to a chaotic house and unhealthy relationship just made it that much easier to grab a few beers instead of doing something productive. I had had enough and off I went to the LBS. I was living in Reston, VA near the W&OD trail (a great converted rail MUP) and backing up to Lake Fairfax (plenty of woods to explore) so a cross bike made perfect sense. I could ride it to work during the week and rip around the dirt trails on weekends. I was in love again. Just a little while later we moved down to Miami, back home for me and away from home for her. The relationship got worse, we finally split, and I found myself single in my mid-20s with nothing but time on my hands. The cross bike didn't make as much sense down here so I got my first road bike since that Schwinn I bent in half. I rode that bike every chance I got. 60 mile round trip commutes, before and after work on days I drove to the office, long morning rides on weekends followed by trips to see friends or go to the bar in the evening. I was either at work, walking my dogs, or riding my bike. It was great.
A couple years later I was riding around Downtown Miami during a "Bike Miami" event where they closed off the street to promote cycling in the city and had live music, food, and activities for families. I was out of water and remembered some shop was handing out bottles a couple blocks away. I doubled back to grab one and as I rolled up the woman handing them out looked me square in the eye and said, "Matt?" I didn't recognize her at first, but once she said her name it all came back. This woman was the little sister of a high school cross country teammate and friend. I hadn't seen her in 15 years. A year later we were married and going back for that bottle of water remains one of the best decisions I've ever made.
So a couple times over the years I've given up bikes, but every time I went back to dust off the habit they ended up being an integral part of getting my shit back on track and instantly filling me with the same joy I had as a kid hucking that Schwinn off of anything I could find.
What about you? I know some of you have taking breaks over the years...why? And what brought you back?
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